On this day 7 years ago, I wanted to die.
I questioned why God was keeping me alive. I had no real connection with my family, lived in my car for 2.5 years, sleeping in my storage unit on clothes piled 5ft high.
I wasn’t a present father, my girlfriend broke up with me because I couldn’t get my life together, my main source of food was syrup sandwiches and ramen noodles. I was ocean deep in debt, my mom’s health was failing and she was in and out of the hospital, and I had gained an extra 40 pounds of evil fat. I felt like the walking dead.
I didn’t know how I got there. All I knew is every day felt like quicksand.
Have you ever felt like this?
Where are you currently going through troubled times? You don’t have to have gone through exactly what I went through, to mentally be going through the same thing.
I am living witness to what happens when you change your way of thinking.
Here are the first 3 things I did that altered the
course of my life when I was in that black hole:
1) I wrote a list of everything I loved to do and everything I was good at, with the intention of hitting up any way I could to make money. I was doing singing telegrams, washing cars, clapping in game show audiences, doing extra work, posing as a grown baby… I even did an episode of 1,000 ways to die. I was truly seeking.
2) I chose to take steps toward getting healthy. I stopped eating fatty foods, and I also surrounded myself around other healthy people.
My health affected the way that I felt. > The way I felt affected my thoughts. > My thoughts affected my words. > My words affected my actions. > And my actions affected the outcome.
3) I started applying personal development in my life. I figured, if my life was the combination of all the TV shows, news, radio and whatever else in society I was allowing to influence me, then I would rather be influenced by some of the most powerful people who were making a difference in the world.
These were the three choices that started it all. So, if any of you out there feel stuck with no direction, start here! The foundation of your life will thank you for it.
This is me right now 🙁 I’m feel stuck I feel like I’m just going down everyday and can’t seem to find a way out
In this first episode of the month, we’re speaking with Garrain Jones! Garrain is a Transformation Coach, speaker, and soon-to-be-author who travels around the world to share his inspirational story. His motto, “Change your mindset, change your life,” not only drives his life and career every day, but it was the initial inspiration that drove his own transformation from living out of his car to the now successful entrepreneur he is today.
I seen you and seen my son Jovan…he also wants to be a super hero which i encourage him to be. I must know more about your youth program. Also are you available to hire for personal coaching because I feel once Jovan meets you and is coached by you he will tap into his super powers. Our background similar poverty, fostercare, abuse, etc. However I have consciously applying the law of attraction following people like Abraham Hicks, Joe Dispenzia, Justin Perry, Wesiley Virgin and many more. I even took a stab at affirmations on my podcast “SupaTea Podcast”. However my most important work outside of my self development is being a mom. I cud not rise and let my son drown in drugs and bad choices. We both have important things to give to humanity. So please contact me with your prices and its great to be a part of the team.
I had to re-listen to Impact Theory to realize that I forgot to listen to your message and renew my mind everyday. You can never stop on your journey to reassure yourself and not buy into your old patterns. Thanks for being so relatable and I’m excited for a panda power hour to re-anchor my source and love again.
Very touching, powerful and incredible story. I am one of the people who is going through what you went through but through reading this and working on my self i know i am going to be on the stage you’re today. Not only but i am going to meet you.
You are a very inspirational person. Your story has touched so many lives.